The Sacrifice of Self
Rating: Mature
It’s strange; I knew this moment would happen one day. A change in the usual
arrangement, a different calling, a new twist to our pattern.
A note waiting in my locker, unsigned of course, typed. Whom else could it have
been from? Wait until after everyone else has left school; make sure no one
sees you. Go to room 227 and wait for me there.
The rest of the day seems to last forever, anticipation burns my imagination. It
takes all I have not to look at him during class, just the thought of him using
me like the whore I am for him, redirects my blood flow. It would only take a
moment to rectify my little problem, but my needs are not important and he
wouldn’t like it.
The final bell rings and as everyone leaves class, I see him glance at me. I’ll
be there; he knows I will because he said to be. If he doesn’t come, I’ll still
be there come morning. But of course, that’s not how it will be--he’ll come. I’m
his release, his outlet on the world. Everything he can’t allow himself to do or
feel in the public eye...I’m his addiction. I’m the one he has total, complete,
final control over. There’s no one to stop him, no one to tell him no. I gave
him everything I had, my free will, my life...my death if he wishes it.
I still don’t think he fully realizes that one. If he asked, I’d die for him, if
it would please him. I need him that much as well, I need his power over me, his
dominance, for I am nothing with out it. That is my power. Only by giving it
away do I have it.
I gather my things and head to my locker to drop off my books. Weekend, no
homework. As I look making sure no one is around, I walk to the back of the
school.
Room 227 is in front of me, door open so I walk into it. It’s really just an
unused closet, small but clean. I sit and wait for him as told.
A few minutes later, the door opens again. He steps in, closing the door
immediately behind him. One look from those blue eyes and I melt. I crawl over
to him on my hands and knees. As I reach up to loosen his pants there’s a faint
click of the lock, and a small hitch in his breathing. I smile slightly; he’s
been waiting for this also.
He frees himself from confinement, just barely, giving me everything I need.
Starting at the base of his swollen cock, I lick and tease the tender skin.
Working my way from base to tip I flick my tongue around and over the reddened
head cleaning off anything that has already started leaking out.
I look up at him, watching for the sign, as I gently suck upon his balls one at
a time. When he tips his head down, eyes burning into mine I know it’s time. I
run my tongue back up his length reaching the head again and impale my mouth on
it. Slowly I suck him into me feeling his body quiver in pleasure.
Taking him in as far as I can at this angle I bring a hand up to pump the rest
of his hardened cock. I squeeze at his flesh with both mouth and hand, sliding
up and then back down the wet rod in front of me. I know he’s close, I can feel
it but he pushes me away.
I cry out, frustrated. Why did he stop me? It’s my only purpose...did I stop
pleasing him?
He pulls me up from the floor, noting the puzzled look upon my face. I go to
speak, wanting to ask what I had done wrong, but he silences me with one finger
on my lips. My lips part, just opening enough room for his finger to slip
between them. I let my eyes close with my mouth as it wraps around the slim
digit. Automatically I start sucking on it, so desperate in my desire to have
him in me again.
The gnawing in the pit of my stomach grows bringing me closer to that final
edge. I feel his other hand undoing the fastenings of my uniform, my eyes reopen
looking at him.
I’ve never seen him this determined, never. Even in his attempts to defeat Yugi
at Duel Monsters. There’s a fire there, where his usual ice-cold shell stands. I
reach up to help him, knowing it’s impossible to undo these damn things
single-handed.
He pushes them down out of his way, leaving me bare-assed. What a site I must be
to him standing there...pants around my knees, jacket tossed in a corner, shirt
wrinkled...my hair nearly flat, sweat drenched from the room, and still I suck
on his offered finger.
As he reaches down with his free hand, a second finger joins the first between
my lips. I nearly jump from him when I feel his touch on my skin. His fingers
firmly wrap around my cock. My mind flies, it’s never been about me...why is he
doing this.
I lose myself in the sensations, I hardly notice when we move from the spot. He
pulls me along maneuvering me where he wants me to be.
I almost moan at the loss of his touch on my skin, but at least he’s left me his
fingers still to suck. I'm pushed into the wall, the paint on them still smells
fresh...no wonder this room was so neat.
A whispered question in my ear...have I ever? I have to tell him, yes but not
since him. Not since our first meeting...I’ve been his body and soul since then.
He kicks my legs apart and back like a criminal getting searched by the cops.
Then he shoves the finger I had been sucking on up into my ass. This time my cry
breaks free, it’s been so long. I try to relax forcing myself to remember the
pleasure that comes with this in the end. Just as I get used to the feeling of
invasion, he moves pulling almost the whole way out then shoving it back in
again.
The next time he adds his other finger stretching me even more. I push back
meeting them as they force deeper into me. He twists his fingers around inside,
poking and prodding me. I nearly fall to the floor as he hits that nerve bundle
causing my body to twitch.
It’s harder to keep quite, my breath gasping now and I can’t stop the sounds
coming from my throat. There’s a moment of emptiness as he removes his hand and
at this time I can’t think of anything I want more than his thick cock pounding
into me.
My wish is granted as I feel a cold slick sensation pressing against my ass. I’m
glad he thought to bring something to ease the way...it would have been a bitch
but I would have gladly had him fuck me dry like that, anything he wants.
He presses just the head into my tight hole and it opens to him as he slowly
brings his body to mine. It’s too much for me, too slow. I force myself back
upon him taking all of his cock into my ass.
Now he’s the one moaning, unable to move, as he’s never done this before. What
must it be like for him...the warmth and tightness surrounding him, the firm
smooth skin of my body against his? I squeeze my muscles together making them
even tighter and he states to move. Pulling nearly out and then shoving himself
back up into my body. It’s been so long since I was used this way; my head goes
dizzy with pleasure. Every thrust brigs me closer to release as he hits that
spot over and again. I reach up, wrapping an arm backwards around his neck, the
only way I can stay upright.
He brings one arm down holding me across the waist as his other hand reach down
and starts pumping my cock again. It’s too much for me to take, the twin
pleasures throw me over and I come into his hand, my entire body shaking with
the overwhelming release.
His comes right after mine, unable to withstand the spasms my body had gone
into. We collapse to the floor, worn-out completely. I stare at the wall,
noticing how in some places the older layers of paint still show through the
newer thin coating. If I die right now, I’d be happy.
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